sarcasticsquirrel: (dont start angel puppet pokecharm)
on friday zach came down to hang out. we went to the mall and the store. he spent the night. we hung out more on saturday. on sunday i spent time with my mom. we went to target and washington square. ate at the cheesecake factory. it was yummy.

on monday zach came down and hung out a bit. then colin came over. we went to lloyd center. then we went to safeway and back to my place where we hung out. we ended up watching reality bites. he slept over and the next day i got up and went to class. i havent been making it to my math class. ive been sleeping too late. and today i woke up feeling sick to my tummy so i didnt go today either. im really feeling burnt out and not feeling like im really there in my stats class. i dont have a good feeling about my passing this time.

tuesday after class i met up with peter. we went to his place and played some kind of game where you roll a thing and pick up objects. it was really fun for some odd reason. had a good time with peter.

btw, congrats peter on getting accepted to reed.

then i went and hung out with joe. we went to toys r us, azteca for mexican, and then to washington square. i got a nerf dartboard, a shirt with a potato looking horrified at a thing of fries, and a new build a bear. then i went to buffy night. only one more week left. sadness. so dan and i watched the show then i went home.

wednesday i did a shoot then relaxed at home.

today i went to school only to find that the afternoon class i had showed up for was canceled. so i went out to see the pro-life abortion = genocide display in front of the library. it was sickening of course. i took pictures but i wont post them. peter did that already, you can check his if you need to see it (he is arcus). they dont need me giving them free publicity. it was hard for me to look at but i became desensitized for the most part. i hung out, helped pass out pro choice flyers, held signs, ect. there were a few pro choice people there, passing out flyers and condoms. i met some new people, it was nice.

then i went and had a job interview at romance express over on barbur. its a sex shop, ect. seemed clean, nice, well lit. it was small. the people were nice. im hoping that i get the job. they seemed to like me. so wish me luck!

i came home and i cleaned the hamster cage, the litter box, the bathroom garbage, poured drano down the bathroom sink, and vacuumed the bathroom floor. phew. now im taking a break before gathering up my laundry and sorting it, cleaning my desk, cleaning the trash and non trash off the floor, cleaning the kitchen, putting away the clean dishes, doing the dirty dishes, and pouring drano down the kitchen sink. *sigh*
sarcasticsquirrel: (inner kitten meryddian)
im so pissed off right now. im probably going to be fired because of that bitch anne. my job is to go in for 2 hours and do a list of chores to make the place cleaner. she says she wants to do the list while i make sandwiches and when there arent customers i can work on the list too. well it doesnt get done in the 2 hours when we do that. she takes a lot longer doing things on the list than i do. then she says i work slow. and tells me to stay late. when things arent done a half hour after my shift and im still making sandwiches while she sits and eats and reads a magazine thats not my fault. so i said no i wasnt staying longer to finish the work. and so im getting written up. because i didnt finish the list of stuff.

first off im supposed to get as much done in 2 hours as i can then go, not stay late. also im not supposed to make sandwiches unless theres a big line. that is the job description. go in, do the list, leave. instead im making sandwiches while shes doing the list, and im doing the list. and its not getting done. thats not my fault.

on the other nights i work i get all but maybe 1 or 2 things done by myself without the other person to help. but im not making food for 3/4 of the time im there either.

she says i work too slow. if that were true the list would be getting half done on my other shifts. its not.

so in conclusion: fuck her.
sarcasticsquirrel: (snake mayor aussiebulldog)
finals are over.  i think i did really well.  it surprised me.  yay!  had breakfast with peter.  plus he came over after class for some cuddles.  yay cuddling.  got my first paycheck.  128.  dammit thats like nothing and its still probably more than ill usually get.  

i have to get moving on my book.  i have 18 days.  fuck.  need to get a move on.  hoping to get a tree in a few days and i need to get some gifts still thouh im mostly done.  also i want to go see santa.  anyone want to go with? i dont want to go alone!  

also anyone want to go to the club on sunday night?  my friend owen is dj'ing.  i hate going by myself.  c'mon, itll be fun.  

im at work right now.  see how busy we are...
sarcasticsquirrel: (sin city gun _hellsbelles)
my new work shirt says both cock and weenie on it. fucking awesome! thats a holiday work shirt. dammit i hate this shirt already. im totally wearing it to school.

"friends dont let friends eat cocktail weenies. (ask me about our catering)"
sarcasticsquirrel: (clem  skeleton theothernight)
yesterday was hell.

i was all over emotional and freaking out. everything was overwhelming.

went to therapy and didnt let on. only the second meeting. we talked about what i want to work on.

then i went and got some stuff from fred meyer. then it was off to class. i was freaked out and everything was too loud. i didntw ant to go back out into the world. but i had to so i did.

i took 4 quizzes and one exam. aced them all. but not really. thats the thing. the t.a. that is in my class likes me i think. he always goes over the things i missed and when i can read the answers off his sheet he will mark it as right. or with the exam he will go over it and then mark most as right. the exams are the only thing our grade counts on. ive gotten a 96, 100, 98. i think i got more like a B on all of them. i dont feel good about this. ive never had a grade i didnt earn. but i dont want to bitch at this point either. and i need the grade. my gpa is shit and im not doing that well in my other class. i just dont feel good about this.

then i went home. i barely had any time before it was off to work i had to go. i tried studying for my motivation final but there was too much to do at work. the pre closer was a big help. but i wont always have her there. after tonight itll be just me. i closed on my own for the first time. and i did it. even though i was freaked out from being messed up yesterday it went fine.

i will be working 5-10pm thursdays and fridays at the nw 9th and lovejoy subway. come order food. i cant make it free but i will make it. and you can see me! yay.

then i came home and curled up and cried and went to bed.

i also had a migrain. so i didnt get to stay laying down. i ended up puking up my free sub before bed. the headache woke me and kep me up a while then i went back to sleep. now im up with a headache but not a really bad one.

im thinking ill go wash my hair. did i mention peter did a lovely job of dying it blue?! it looks great.
sarcasticsquirrel: (sex bunny)
yesterday peter and i went to breakfast. we had another talk. then i was off to see dan. we talked and then we went on an adventure in search of a bowling ally. we finally found one open and with room. i sucked but i had fun. dan is a good guy. we had a good time.

then i went to work/ my coworker ecided to take off when i got there and left me alone. so of course nothing was stocked, we had customers non stop, and i ran out of ones. grr. the manager came in a couple hours later and was pissed. thankfully not at me.

today i finally finished with everything i needed to be a full student. i can see an advisor now. yay. andi registered. but i need instructor permission for the poetry class. so fingers crossed. if not ill take something else and switch the stats to a later time.

then peter and i went and saw the fountain. i dont think i liked it. i didnt hate it either. i have very eh feelings about it. its visually interesting.

now i am eatin fresh made cookies and about to throw in a tv dinner. i need to grocery shop. first of the month is soon.
sarcasticsquirrel: (mumble iconsfromhome)
i met my new therapist today. she was nice. i think itll work out well.

on the way back from that i checked my voicemail. I GOT A JOB! i got my job at subway back that i had like 3 years ago. its in my appartment building and ill mostly be working closing shifts. yay!

hello, modeling job? I QUIT!
sarcasticsquirrel: (sex bunny)
very productive day. i took 3 quizzes in my self paced class and aced them all the first time. then i went to the rite aid and they were hiring so i grabbed an application. then i went to therapy where i said i didnt think it was going anywhere and bam he gave me a new therapist he thinks will be perfect for me. its a woman and shes younger. works over at the belmont site. so yay me. stopped off for oreos and milk and soda at the store on the way home. now i can have soup and hot chocolate and cookies and coke. tonight is buffy. they are playing pangs, something blue, and hush. should be a good night.


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