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dodger and i argued earlier really badly. ended with me smashing things and us screaming full volume. then we went and saw jim at the starbucks. gave him his xmas gifts. he liked them. and he gave dodger a starbucks card and me a wooden box (cuz women love boxes) and a pretty ring that apparently has good vibes. it used to belong to someone, its been passed from person to person and he wanted me to have it. that was nice. we hung out. jim did here comes the airplane to make me eat my food. how ebarrassing. but ive lost weight. and i cant afford to do that. i look like shit. and im not healthy. im low energy, weak, and skinny. then dodger and i came back here and hung out.