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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	ashley parker thomas
Birthday:	october 10, 1982
Birthplace:	portland oregon
Current Location:	portland oregon
Eye Color:	hazel
Hair Color:	naturally light brown, currently hot lava red
Height:	5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	not a clue
The Shoes You Wore Today:	pink converse hightops
Your Weakness:	where do i start?
Your Fears:	heights, the dark, being alone, losing the last of my sanity
Your Perfect Pizza:	extra cheese, chicken, peperoni, and bacon
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	get out of debt
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	hehe or haha
Thoughts First Waking Up:	not yet...
Your Best Physical Feature:	not sure
Your Bedtime:	3am?
Your Most Missed Memory:	i forget *wink*
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	happy meal!
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	neither
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	neither
Do you Smoke:	nope
Do you Swear:	fuck yeah
Do you Sing:	sometimes
Do you Shower Daily:	nope
Have you Been in Love:	yeah
Do you want to go to College:	i am
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	nope
Do you get Motion Sickness:	yes
Do you think you are Attractive:	sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:	not at all
Do you get along with your Parents:	not usually
Do you like Thunderstorms:	sometimes
Do you play an Instrument:	no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	yep
Ever been Drunk:	no
Ever been called a Tease:	yep
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	oh yes
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep, when i choose, being held
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	myself, wait, maybe not
What country would you most like to Visit:	this one
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	brown
Favourite Hair Color:	dark
Short or Long Hair:	depends on the person
Height:	doesnt matter
Weight:	little bit soft
Best Clothing Style:	not tacky
Number of Drugs I have taken:	one, if you dont count the meds
Number of CDs I own:	a lot
Number of Piercings:	none
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	at least 3
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well im back from seattle.

wednesday mom and mark showed up and we went to brunch. then mom and i fought traffic up to seattle. we went to the store before going in to my nanas. the deli guy hit on my mom hardcore. it was wierd. then we went to nanas. went and got fish and chips and milkshake and after dinner nana and i made the pumpkin pies.

thanksgiving had breakfast and gt ready, then my cousin johnny showed up. hes an alcoholic frat boy who has been kicked out of school and is taking one class right now and working and drinking too much. hes 4 months younger than me. a few hours later my aunt and uncle showed up. my uncle has never been anyone i liked. my aunt is cool though. well we all ploayed texas hold em all weekend. my mom was so fucking drunk on thanksgiving that she doesnt remember most of it. thanksgiving was lovely. and for the first time ever WE ATE ON TIME! at like 630.

friday aunt and uncle left and there was more card playing and then that night my cousin johnny left. then, while mom and nana and i were watching a movie there was a huge fight. my nana decided that i couldnt eat my own food or drink my own soda in her house cuz id been having too much sugar. first, i really hadnt been having that much. second, im the only one in the family who hadnt been fall on your ass drunk over this holiday. but third, and most important, im an adult. she doesnt tell anyone else what to do, including my younger cousin. i am the only one she feels she can do that to. thats not right. im 23 and if i want to drink a soda thats my fucking right. im not a child. and i resent being treated like one. my cousin is supported by his parents, he whines if his mom wont make his food for him, and hes treated as a man, even though he cant seem to keep from being drunk and committing numerous assualts that he hasnt been arrested for. i financially support myself, i take care of myself, im working, im in school. when do i get to be treated with respect? never apparently. its always been this way with my cousin being favored over me. i spent half my childhood in that spare room being punished for not being him.

well i called dodger, angry, and vented a bit. then i packed some of my stuff and got my clothes on and walked out. my mom and nana chased me down and my mom was standing in the door of the building asking me to come in and talk. my nana ran out and grabbed my arm and my purse strap. i turned around to get out of her grip and she yelled and said how dare i try to hit her. i told her i wasnt trying to, i was trying to get out of her grip. she wouldnt let go of my purse so i cussed her out until she let go then i walked off. i talked to dodger some more. i was thinking id head for the bus station and go home. but my mom called and tlaked to me and convinced me to home back and just go into the guest room and go to bed. so eventually i did. i didnt talk to my nana, i barely spoke to her this morning. then mom and i drove back here.

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i forgot to mention, i bruised the last knuckle thingy on my left middle toe. i have no idea how. but i cant even walk on it. fucking hell.