sarcastic squirrel

biggest

1.regret: abortion

2.fear: being really crazy/being alone

3.lie: i like to tell people im a virgin

4.pain: living in my head



longest

1.relationship: lucas, year and a half almost exactly

2.friendship: owen, over 3 years

3.car ride: does greyhound count? 27 hours.

4.party: they all feel long

5.job: not sure, they dont last long



tried

1.drugs: pot. yep, im a rebel

2.alcohol: very little, never been drunk

3.cigarettes: yep,prefer cloves

4.sex: hell yeah...i mean...no, im a virgin

5.stealing: yep

6.lying: yes

7.inhalents: no

8.mosh pit: no

The Friendly Five



Who was your first best friend?
i had two, james and erica. she was always in pink and white and she was blonde and looked all sweet and girly. i was always in jeans and truck t shirts and had brown hair. we looked like opposites. james was great, and he had lots of toys and a tree to climb and we picked berries. he had curly brown ringlet hair. and i was sure i was gonna marry him. then he died of cancer at the age of 8. only good james ive ever known. i blamed myself for his death. kids do that. if i hadnt moved away...but i know better now.

Who have been some of the most influential people in your life?
bad:mom, james, step dad. good:mom, marion, victoria, sarah, owen, tom, lucas. (too early for dodger, but someday)

Do you usually have one best friend or a lot of close friends?
i usually have a few friends that im close too, maybe one main one but not always.

Do you believe people of the opposite sex can be best friends and not lovers?
yes, definitly. of course most all my friends are guys so its easy for me to say that.

Have you ever fallen in love with a friend?
yes.