sarcastic squirrel

met with a photographer this morning. then got together with will and hung out. thats always a good time. also picked up an inflatable punching bag thing of the president. yay.

yesterday i went up to pcc rock creek to get a letter of recommendation from one of my old teachers. went and saw my friends. the campus was different. thered been contrustion. the geeks had their own little lair now. saw craig. ive always been strangly drawn to him. it was good to see him. i was kinda sad he has a girlfriend. we always used to flirt and it was fun. also picked up a leather jacket yesterday. i like it. and it was on sale cheap.

my trip to seattle was ok. saw failure to launch and pride and prejudice. my nana is a major health nut. its so fucking annoying. she wont eat any normal food anymore. she took me to get fish and chips cuz i wanted thme and yelled at a lady that worked there for not knowing what oil they used to fry the fish. but the trip was good in general. no fighting. saw a preview, they are releasing a movie about flight 93, one of the 9/11 planes. first of all ick. second double ick on the exploitation of human tradgedy and also the renewed fear i think itll evoke in people.

my nana is losing her mind. we weere on the freeway and she was in the middle of changing lanes when she gripped the wheel and got all wide eyed and started yelling "where are we going? where are we going?" then she remembered that we were on our way to the movies. said she must have been on autopilot the whole way till then. but really i think that while on the freeway she forgot what she was doing. and that scared me.

my mom is having muscled weakness and soreness in her arms. its been going on a few months. she can barely open doors. its scary.

i went to the dentist yesterday for the first time since i was 19. shes going to check again after a cleaning but so far im going to be getting 13 fillings. fuck! ive never had a cavity before. this sucks. my teeth are so bad she needs to numb me for the cleaning.

saw my mom today. she was annoying as usual. then she took me to lloyd center to meet up with jess. jess and i got some food court food and then went across the street to see charlie and the chocolate factory. i was hoping for something really dark. and it started and it totally reminded me of the beginning of edward scissor hands. and i was like yeeeeeessssssssssss. excellent! it was all brightly colored but totally warped and dark. i loved it. I WANT A TRAINED SQUIRREL!

jess and i went back to my place and hung out. i wasnt feeling well. finally got my period, a week late. and i stayed home for a little bit after jess left, tlaked to dodger. then i met up with nathan, the guy from the fred meyer who asked me out. it wasnt a date, just hanging out. turns out hes 30, looks like 25. acts even younger. he was boring, immature, stupid. not a total asshole. but not osmeone im gonna want to spend a lot of time with. annoying. whatever. at least he bought me food. he also knew owen. i need out of this town. everyone knows everyone. the more i spend time around other people the more i appreciate dodger.

i got less than 4 hours sleep. so im tired. and bored. which doesnt help me stay up. tomorrow i am gonna hang out with tom then im going to hive later with trenton. yay.