i realized this morning somehting that surprised me and kinda made me feel like a big old slut. this is the longest, in all the time ive been having sex, the longest period of time i havent had sex. and i miss it, not because its sex, but because i miss him, and his touch. but it was just a thing i realized and fe3lt strange, felt stupid, like how did i manage to have so much sex that this is the longest break?
did i ever tell you guys that i used to want to be a model? i love having my picture taken. and i wanted to be beautiful and wanted and looked at and i wasnt so interested in runway stuff. but i wanted to be a model, i wanted that a lot.
this movie is really sad. and she is very beautiful. i dont think this movie helped me be in a good mood for the day. and ive been tlaking to my sean. he is afraid of me not being his someday. i just want to hold him. i just want to have him hold me. i just want to love him. i just want him here. i dont want to have to ever lose him. please just let this last.
did i ever tell you guys that i used to want to be a model? i love having my picture taken. and i wanted to be beautiful and wanted and looked at and i wasnt so interested in runway stuff. but i wanted to be a model, i wanted that a lot.
this movie is really sad. and she is very beautiful. i dont think this movie helped me be in a good mood for the day. and ive been tlaking to my sean. he is afraid of me not being his someday. i just want to hold him. i just want to have him hold me. i just want to love him. i just want him here. i dont want to have to ever lose him. please just let this last.
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Date: 2005-07-24 09:36 pm (UTC)From: