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[sarcasticsquirrel]

well i went to turn in an application to goodwill. they didnt have the sign up anymore saying they were hiring and i had felt less confident after having to put down that im a convicted felon that hasnt worked since 2003 and was fired from the last two jobs i had. i stood in the goodwill for a bit. i couldnt go up there. and dodger was getting upset and saying i needed to. and finally he took the application up there as i ran out of the store all upset and embarrassed and feeling stupid. and i know its good but i just couldnt do it. then he ran up to me to get a kiss goodbye before leaving. but i wouldnt let him go. i know he had helped me and i didnt mean to get upset. i was just scared of turning it in, of looking dumb and feeling dumb. and i wasnt mad at him. i love him. and i wish he wouldnt keep tryoing to leave me for my own good. cuz it wouldnt be good for me. itd hurt me horribly. i also applied online at the zoo. aminals!

tonight we played clue and now we are playing online pool. we also made gay sims. heehee.