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[sarcasticsquirrel]

so i had to go get a paper from the employment department. and i ran late and didnt have my phone. so i was too late to do my shoot. which means i made no money and i am broke. i have money in the bank. but its designated for bills. i suppose ill be using it if i have to spend any money tomorrow. sunday i have a shoot in the morning. then i need to get my halloween costume and see jim, and need peter to look at his halloween options and we were going to get him groceries. and im going to hive with tim. i wanted to go get pumpkins tomorrow but i dont want to spend the money right now.

marc who i was sposed to shoot with today said he could shoot me this weekend so i offered him saturday. or he said he could advance me the shoot fee. hes really nice.

dad just canceled again. gawd.

signed up with the employment office. yay.


after 6 years, seen if you dont count walking up to him and not speaking after i got out of rosement, i saw lawton browning. at school. looks like he goes there. he smiled at me and i smiled back. i was too shocked to say anything. i wonder if he recognized me or just thought a cute girl was looking at him. it was wierd seeing him. i wanted to talk to him. i hated him for a long time but i expected too much from him. he was only 15. he turned 16 right before i assaulted him.

btw look at my new icon. yay!

Comments

[misshepeshu.livejournal.com]

...who's Lawton Browning, and why did you assault him?

(Totally understand if this is not something you want to discuss on Livejournal, or with me.)

[broknashleydoll.livejournal.com]

i commited felony assualt my junior year of high school and was charged as an adult under measure 11. that is why i havent had a regular job in years. its hard to find one now. he was a kid i dated and when i was pumped full of the wrong meds i went nuts on him.

[lubaya.livejournal.com]

Just for the record, Measure 11 is totally fucked up. I've seen it screw over sooo many kids.