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[sarcasticsquirrel]

i never had a chance. i met peter, started talking, and i was gone. my heart was his. i felt like i saw him, really saw him, like i never see most people. i felt alive. i felt free and young and happy. it was like floating and time stopped and everything was new but at the same time so comfortable that it was like wed always been here like that.

yes the shiny new relationship has worn off. yes things are work now. yes weve had our problems. but he still makes me so happy. and i still look at him and just get filled with this intense feeling of love. he evokes some of the only real smiles i have anymore.