sarcasticsquirrel: (first pancake)
honestly i really hate computers.

they cost too much money. not just to buy, but to fix, ect. too much of our lives seem dependant on them now.

but really the reason i hate them is that i dont know how to work them. i dont understand enough about them to figure things out and do what i want to do. i get easily frustrated. really i just hate ANYTHING that makes me feel stupid. and computers do that often, and very effectively. its made worse by the fact that most of my friends are really good with them. making me just look like the tard all the time.

speaking of feeling stupid ive decided that i am not going to have any kind of discussions about anything or any kind of intellectual conversation with dodger ever again. it doesnt matter what it is or what i say but he always talks circles around me until i feel like an idiot and want to go hide. he is smarter than me. by far. im very aware of this. but there seems to be no subject i know more about, nothing. so i always end up lot are like recent pop culture and recent tv stuff. things that no one cares about unless they suck.

anyone else want to make me feel stupid? go ahead. today seems to be a good day for it.
sarcasticsquirrel: (corset falearntofly88)
well, as usual im a fuck up.

pete brought me a new hard drive. but of course i have to put shit on it for it to be usefull. dodger has tried to get me to do this and my lalala i cant hear you approach isnt helping. its just too frustrating for me.

my phone got shut off and i paid it but i dont have the money in my bank account yet so theres more overdraft fees. dammit. another 34 bucks i dont have.

firefox made me make a new profile cuz it wouldnt open the old one. now i cant get back to the old one or any of my bookmarks. fucking wonderful. its been frustrating me for hours. leanne is nice enough to be helping me out with that tomorrow.

i cant find anything in my kitchen. i need to unpack the kitchen and finish unpacking my clothes and hang them all up. but its just too much.

the fucking toilet keeps running and emptying the back out and not flushing then it fixes itself but when i flush it it does it all over again. and the kitchen sink mysteriously fills with water all the time.

im totally overwhelmed. i forgot i cant take care of myself. i forgot how frustrated and overwhelmed i get. its been so long since ive been on my own that i havent had to deal with anything and i dont know how.

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