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Sep. 30th, 2005 06:52 pmhad a hard night. arguing and crying and such.
went to swimming today. wore me out.
jess and i went and looked at appartments. one that he looked at before meeting me we might all be ablet o get into but for the most part no management company can take me as a felon. fucking piece of shit appartment companies. have an appointment for a place on burnside for tomorrow. they said they can work around my record. ill take the place if i can. its first month rent free. yay. thats the only way i can afford to pay a deposit since i wont be getting mine back since im not paying rent for october. he can keep my deposite as rent and he will prolly keep my pet deposit cuz of hair dye stains and late fee for the rent. whatever. im out of here as soon as possible. in days rather than weeks im hoping. anyone want to help move? anyone have a vehicle that can move furniture? i cant afford a moving truck. ill order pizza or something for helpers.
came home to a termination of lease 31 day notice. whatever, ill eb gone by then. its not an eviction either. just a termination of lease which he can do for no reason at any time and he has.
looking for more places that have move in deals and such in case.
there have been times in the last couple days when ive wished i was dead. not the whole time, but plenty of the time ive been awake the last few days. this is a bad time for me. anyone want to do something next weekend with me for my bday? you dont have to pay for anything, just doing something to aknowledge it would be nice.
went to swimming today. wore me out.
jess and i went and looked at appartments. one that he looked at before meeting me we might all be ablet o get into but for the most part no management company can take me as a felon. fucking piece of shit appartment companies. have an appointment for a place on burnside for tomorrow. they said they can work around my record. ill take the place if i can. its first month rent free. yay. thats the only way i can afford to pay a deposit since i wont be getting mine back since im not paying rent for october. he can keep my deposite as rent and he will prolly keep my pet deposit cuz of hair dye stains and late fee for the rent. whatever. im out of here as soon as possible. in days rather than weeks im hoping. anyone want to help move? anyone have a vehicle that can move furniture? i cant afford a moving truck. ill order pizza or something for helpers.
came home to a termination of lease 31 day notice. whatever, ill eb gone by then. its not an eviction either. just a termination of lease which he can do for no reason at any time and he has.
looking for more places that have move in deals and such in case.
there have been times in the last couple days when ive wished i was dead. not the whole time, but plenty of the time ive been awake the last few days. this is a bad time for me. anyone want to do something next weekend with me for my bday? you dont have to pay for anything, just doing something to aknowledge it would be nice.
