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so i think i just bombed my psych test. fuck. maybe not. you never know.

stayed up too late last night playing simpson monopoly of all things. *sigh* it was hard to leave the bed this morning. i was so tired and dodger had only gone to bed like a half hour before i got up and he was all warm and cute laying in bed. i just wanted to cuddle up with him. and he was mumbling how he is mine and i need to take good care of him. i do my best. i think i take damn good care of him. jim says that dodger doesnt like being taken care of and he is surprised that i am able to. but that its a good thing. jim tutored me yesterday for math. still parts of it i know i wont be able to do. but that test is at 4pm today. woohoo. cant even find my fucking calculator. this is not my day.

now i stood in line to get my financial aid and it says that i dont have any. my tuition hasnt been paid. what the hell? i need to talk to financial aid now. fuck. fuck fuck fuck. why cant anything ever be easy? why cant things ever go right? go smoothly? i think i should go attempt to kick a football now. anyone want to hold it?

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swim class is always exhausting.

talked to financial aid. my aid just is late cuz of me signing my thing late. ok, no problem.

swim instructor wont be there on friday. class is optional. but if you go you can do a make up during the time. i would skip it if it werent for the 3 make ups i have to do from last week. damn. all well.

have a math test in an hour and a half. im so screwed. this is not good.

thinking that i should go back to writing the short stories i was going to be doing. so expect more from that. will be posted in my art2chokeheartz lj. i would love your guys feedback. the first drafts arent going to have the detail i hope to put into the later drafts but i do want input on them none the less.

i want to get my records from rosemont. both for my own interest and for helping me write about that time. i want to see what they say. but i dont know that theyd have them anymore. i should find out.

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i will be lucky if i get a D on that math test. fuck. i dont want to fail another term. i dont want to have to appeal my financial aid again. i dont want to make my therapist write another letter saying i was unstable and couldnt be a good student. its not true. i just dont get this shit. i dont want to take this math class a third time if i fail again.

but i will. because if i dont then i dont get to go to college and my options are pretty much asking if someone would like fries with that or being a stay at home mom (which would be fine if it werent for the lack of income involved). fuck.