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i was watching hells bells...the buffy wedding where anya and xander are to get married. and anya was practicing her vows. this episode seemed appropriate.
"I do however entrust you ... um, with my heart. Take care of my heart, won't you please? Take care of it because, it's all that I have. And, if you let me, I'll take care of your heart too.'"
i have a huge headache and a tummy ache and my eyes feel all sandpapery. and i know im not prepared for the test tomorrow. and im not prepared for life without peter. nd im not prepared to go to a group for rape victims and have my vulnerability exposed without peter to come back to and talk it all through with. i want him back more than ive ever wanted almost anything.
"I do however entrust you ... um, with my heart. Take care of my heart, won't you please? Take care of it because, it's all that I have. And, if you let me, I'll take care of your heart too.'"
i have a huge headache and a tummy ache and my eyes feel all sandpapery. and i know im not prepared for the test tomorrow. and im not prepared for life without peter. nd im not prepared to go to a group for rape victims and have my vulnerability exposed without peter to come back to and talk it all through with. i want him back more than ive ever wanted almost anything.
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Breakups
Date: 2007-02-05 05:17 pm (UTC)From:Breakups can just be so hard. Rarely are they ever a mutual decision where both people think it is a good idea. And if it was a real relationship then both people have made themselves vulnerable to the other, thus making the emotional pain that much deeper. Feeling can be so painful and hard and yet the alternative is so much worst. A temporary retreat can be good as a way to heal and regroup, as a lifestyle it does not works out well.